really get angry n also confusing

This two day I was travelled at A Famosa bungalow… after this two day, I only get to know that I had never success to convince my mum to let me take actuarial science course…she had never give up to convince me…this time she find my grandma n my aunts to convince me…she thinks I will listen to their advice…because I was always listening to them before…all of them say the same words…the only things I can do is keep quiet and listen to them…lol
When we back from A Famosa, that is today evening, she ask me again my decision…I said I decide to take actuarial science…very strong decide…but she get some anger inside her emotion…so I have a good talk with her, but failed…she said that I am a betrayal , I am always wanting to make opposing option to her…she ask me whether I am still angry with her because of not giving me to study at kampar, because this january I want to take accounting at UTAR,kampar campus…but she refused…she scared if I will learn something bad at there…she say whether I apply for singapore university…she would let me go if it approved…I think she already know I don’t like to live with her, so the only choice is sent me to Singapore lo…there have a good environment…but my application did not approved that time…so,again she brought me to mid valley education fair to find out where also got accounting course available in KL…she found that help university college is offering a more affordable tuition waiver, then she want me to go there…I refuse because I think if I study in KL, then I should take the first choice…that is actuarial science in UTAR,setapak campus…but she cannot change her stubborn mind, she think that it is very hard to study and also hard to find a job in this society…we already argue for long time…at last she ask me again, am I waiting for a girl…I had told her for thousands times already…lol…I don’t have a girl…she would say last time the one la…si beh fan…I don’t know why she always think that I got many girlfriend…lol…really get angry that time…can’t communicating with her…
OK, fine…dun talk about this stuff…now I m wandering about my choice taken…Should I take accounting or actuarial science? which one is more suitable…I m really confusing…I think I need to ask for tutor comment…beside tutor’s comment, can anyone of u give your useful comment on my choice? Please dun be selfish with ur words, your comment really very useful to my future…I will be pleasure with your precious comment…right here, please receive a sincerely thank you when you leave a comment here…thank you very much…